MuSiC oF mY LiFe

~~Thursday, May 19, 2005~~

hi pple. jus got back from arts camp 2day. eh..not really got BACK today lar since i've been goin hm everynite aft e activities. tis is 1 camp tt i dun feel lyk stayin overnite AT ALL...i dun usually ahf comments on camps cos they are either fun or average. But, tis SUX...truely.

wad we did? nah..i shld say wad I GET TO DO. 1st day went there den they nv plan any ice-breakers 4 e freshies so end up freshies THEMSELVES tot of games to play..and they played for a couple of HOURS. diaoz. Den evening diff grps perform, ok lar..mai hiam..den aft i zao 4 NPS practice--> ah..tis is more lyk it. Den went hm to zzz.

2nd day, i wanted to participate in games wif MY GRP but the GLS of my grp keep tellin me "GLs no need to join" n i kept saying "i m a member" but i m in fact lyk PRIVILEGED (cos i dun need to join their games) but also lyk an EXTRA (cos i dun GET to join in). End up, i got pissed. Den there is tis event lyk campfire nite, where e P n heads of NP will come n decor haf to b done in e convention, so i volunteered to help along. End up, i went there, den e DECOR TEAM of arts camp DUNNO how to decorate...n PANICK there...end up, I came out wif lyk more than 10 designs (not v nice too), den i tink they panick le so they tink its all nice, n i told dem WAD to get n stuff n sheena2, tiff n me decor...wad e...but aft, i dun feel mad..maybe cos e decor turned out ok..and CERTAIN pple appreciate it. Aft generating e ideas..i got v enthu..n even went to props room, wreck everytink to help. in e midst, i lost some of e zest cos i saw e rest slacking..n wanted to 4get it le. Den sheena2 said to me, "Y r u lyk tt. U always tell me, if u wan to do sth, u will do ur very best. U said tt yao zuo jiu zuo dao zui hao, bu ran jiu geng ben bu zuo..." i noe tis might sound common to all of u. But when i said it, i really meant it. So when she told me tis, it jus really got to me again, so i chiong all e way till its done. i guess tis sentence of mine really influenced sheena2 n tiff in a way ba. its lyk a phrase tt we will say to spur us, in a few instances ...we jus repeat it to me or dem..n it somehow pushes us along again. i tink i m NOT a high-flyer, but i jus dun wan to let others down in some ways. Simplicity is wad i dream of in fact, but there r tinks i haf resp. to do...nah...dun digress 1st.

anyway, today was e last day, went to sch n waited for dem to break camp..i duno wad to say abt tis camp...the time-management sux...and it lacks discipline too...nvtheless, i really appreciate some pple's afforts lyk zhongze and noorin for sometinks they haf done lar. apart from tt..wanted to go trim my hair today..but was too tired..decided to go hm slack..next day baz..haha...

tml's guitar day....yippee..practices r fun...even if practice alone..lolx..start to luv all e strings instruments from NPS and violin is nicee-nice...hehe...

*actually i blogged more jus now..but my explorer hang..so tis is as much as i cud recover...now no mood blog le...maybe retype later..*

10:25 PM